Why can't there be more people like this in the world?

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~jackel15


this man is a dude, man, see-ree-arse lol

PLEASE read this man's journal.....

Saturday morning dawns


Photography business progressing well - any UK bands want band photos, send me a note, I'll send you some info.....


On the down-side, lonely as fuck atm....


Moved away from my home-town about 4months ago now, I still know noone down here. Literally noone that isnt business related.

Also, having been dumped by my fiancee (by voicemail, at that) about a month ago, seems like my social life has gone out of the window. I've been trying my hardest to not turn emo lol

Also, there is a high possibility she's now got with one of my best mates....

Joyous

Fabulous, in fact

Looking now at concentrating on proffesional work, in order to get finance together for a venture I've got planned(after various debts have been cleared), and also to keep my mid busy, and to keep my mind away from subject topics that could quite easily break my mind.

Also, I've signed up the Army(Intel Photographer), so within the year I'll be Lance Corporal Beeston.....

This is the first time a lot of my closest mates'l have heard anything about this, and I apologise to all of you. It's something I have to do, however.....

Let me know yr final thoughts before I leave, you all have various ways of contacting me I'm sure - on DA if nowhere else.......


M

Download, for anyone who didnt go, was awesome.


EASILY the best thing ever.


The photo pass and artist camping (both still firmly wrapped around my now brown arm) probably helped my weekend


I should be posting some of my shots online sometime soon


I was working out everyone I've done photo shoots for the other day, and even I was impressed lol

The Prodigy(twice),36 Crazyfists(twice), Metallica, Deftones, Tool, Soulfly, Stonesour, G'n'R......many many more big big bands too.

Also took my unique opportunity to 'graph Tony Alva and Christian Hosoi on the Snickers Bowl Arena.......

\m/

Welcome to Tuesday. Roll on thursday. Half of the world is going to Download. Got me backstage, VIP, RIP, full access tickets, photo passes etc for it.

Thanks again to DJ Jimmie D for his neverending help with photographic questions and advice. Without him Matt would not be a band photographer.

Will post a journal start of next week when my website goes live, and my professional freelance work starts.

Commission rocks

Might post a couple of my band shots onto DA - theres a first time for everything

If not, check out my new site, it'll have everything on there

Gtg to work now so im gonna do one

Make like a foetus and head out, so to speak

John Mayer lyrics I've had stuck in my head thanks to the girl im seeing/not seeing/being confused by. i got sick of having my journal as some bollocks i wrote when i was down and pining over a girl i technically still have

And I don't know where you went when you left me but
Says here in the water you must be gone by now
I can tell somehow
One hand on the trigger of a telephone
Wondering when the call comes
Where you say it's alright
You got your heart right

Maybe I'll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on the porch 'til you come back home
Oh, right
I can't find a flight

We share the sadness
Split screen sadness

Two wrongs make it all alright tonight

ALl you need is love is a lie cause
We had love but we still said goodbye
Now we're tired, battered fighters

And it stings when it's nobody's fault
Cause there's nothing to blame at the drop of your name
It's only the air you took and the breath you left

Maybe I'll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on the porch 'til you come back home
Oh, right
I can't find a flight
So I'll check the weather wherever you are
Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight
It might be my only right

We share the sadness
Split screen sadness

I called
Because
I just
Need to feel you on the line
Don't hang up this time
And I know it was me who called it over but
I still wish you'd fought me 'til your dying day
Don't let me get away

Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
So I can say this is the way that I used to be
There's no substitute for time
Or for the sadness
Split screen sadness
We share the sadness